Tuesday, January 26, 2010
My 2009
Hmmm..well,my 2009 wasn't as bad as I thought. =p
I remembered the start of 09,i was still working.Until early feb den i quit.Not feeling sad thou.hahas
Cny 09 was the first time i went to bai nian with my bf to his paternal and maternal grandma house.He came to my house too.
I slacked for a month plus before i started studying again.On march 19 was my first day in sch,i was very motivated to study during the first few months.After which,i begin to slack after i was down with chicken pox during end june, Mc 2weeks till mid july.Hais,i started going out late for school on purpose as all my classmates were never early.Haas,this is not the real reason of course. Actually is my lecturer who didn't really teach after classmates keep coming to class off and on. maybe he thought that all of us don't wanna study already.The fact is there is still a minority of students who still wanna learn.That's me,abit bhb but its true lahx.I'm disappointed in him an as time pass i hate him more.LOLS.
My course end officially on Dec 12. I thought i would diligently find a job, i didn't, I was anticipating for all the upcoming events like christmas eve, new year.hahas..maybe i don't have the mood to work now because i think that what I have studied has nothing to do with my future job and some more the place I studied at is not recognized.F*** shit! Wasting my dad money and I need to work hard to pay him back.Raarr~~~
My happier time in 09 was with bf.He managed to celebrate all the events with me! =DDD
etc,-birthdays,valentine's day, anniversary,cny,christmas, new year
Friday, September 04, 2009
=)=) I am happy wif my life now..heex...
bf tries to make mi happy everytime..
i noe i'm too spoiled...but he gave in all e time..
make mi feel so touched..
hahas..sept alredi..less den 4 mths i wil hav to find a job..oh no..
assignments due in oct..i'm stil nt doin it..
wat's wrong wif mi?ahhhh..
i feel lyk goin oversea..blahhhhh...
hahas..
nth to write le..lols..
its rainin now.. goin bck to bed =D
Thursday, August 13, 2009
Random~ =) i'm bck to bloggin..but i doubt tt i will be consistent..LOLS
okie..dere's so much tinks to type it out..
hahas..i lyk to conclude everytink..
wil try to make it a long post..ahhas..
my life is so boring..ahhas..
bf is in e army..
i'm used to it..hehex..anw he got an office hour type of job..
so well..bck to normal life again..lols..
for my life now..
studyin private for almost 6mths le..
full time..mon-fri
tts e excuse of nt workin..
hahas.gonna resume to workin life soon..
probably end of e yr..
ahhhh..i dun wanna face reality..
hahas.i don't lyk to work..who lyks anw? haax
i wanna go on a holdiay..must save alot of money..
plenty of places i wanna go..
hehex..i got my target..
maybe i sld hav a planner for myself..
will i follow to it, tt's a qns..LOL
been slackin all these while..
assignments done in parts..dun hav e mood to concentrate..gagaga
have nt been to a shoppin spree for 6mths le..hahas.
how i survive sia..its nt e usual mi..
i guess without money..one wld noe how to tink..
so many things to do yet so little time..
T.T
('('o^)')..('',)
=
Thursday, June 18, 2009
:):) ~halo peeps
hahas..okie..i noe veri random..
goin to be one yr again since i last blogged..
hmmm..been doin fine tis first half of yr..i'm studyin now..
ain't tt a gd tink?heex..
well..after i start sch..my way of tinkin have changed..
maybe to a certain extent..hahas..
stil happily attached to my bf~hahas..
i'm busy everyday..i love my life now..
study in e mornin..slack in e afternoon..weekends wif bf..hehex..
must try to find part time job le..
no income = no shoppin..gagaaga
i wanna go on a holdiday..hahas..
to a nice place where i can relax..lols
tts all for now..=p..
wil try to update more.. =)
K|tTy^_^
Friday, September 26, 2008
:) Finally updated my blog after one year plus..LOLS..
well..this one whole yr i hav been workin..convert to part-timer on may this year.
coming up next wil be my O levels..i'm retaking for e second time..but i have no confidence tis year..hais..
if i dont pass again,i dunno wat wil happen to mi..
other then work..yup..i'm attached too..tgt wif him for ard 10 mths le..time flies..heex..
veri long nvr update blog le..dunno wat to write..ha..
hmmm..ever since someone deleted his blog..i have no news of him at all..as i deleted all his msn n friendster le..hais..sometimes i do tink of him..people pass by..i tot tt somewhere someone is him..no doubt tt my heart stil hurts after lyk 2yrs..dunno y lahx..
shall continue nxt time..tata~
Friday, August 24, 2007
boohoo~
one mth just pass like this...quite meaningless.LOLS.
talk abt todae..
its a bad day for mi.
some work left undone..actually i rmb,just tt i dun lyk to call ppl do tinks.
so everytink is nt done.
i accidentally cut my finger again..i'm so careless..
even when i iron clothes oso can hurt myself..
i fell down when i was walkin home.suay rt..
sTuPid shoe @-#
hais..workin n workin..til i bcum so blur.. i keep forgetting tinks now and then..@_@
so long nvr c someone le..
everytime so busy, make mi no mood to ask him out`T.T
i dunno wat i'm tinkin actually..
two choices for mi..waiting or accepting..
but wats e use of accepting when one dun hav e feelings for him/her ?
hmmmmm...hope i wil be free on sept 8th..hahas..
endin here..nites:)
Thursday, July 19, 2007
emo? hav been thinkin alot these few days..hahas..
i'm easily influence by ppl..dun make my decision sways..ahhh`
___studies___
who can help me find info of some private sch..
or bmc..
LOLs..i always wanted to study lahx..who sae i don't want.
coz everytime gt some probs come out..den i cant do wat i planned`
__work__
hahas..i'm so emotional when workin..when customer irritates mi i get fed up and nearly cried..its nt e first time lorx..i just cant control my temper..LOLs..
i love to gaze ard aimlessly..wahahas..nt alot of cute guys lahx..just lookin for someone who might come down to imm..=p
__frenz___
last met dem was on july 4th..
hahas..i wanna plan a gathering again..
shall we go kbox nxt tym? hehex..
hope it wil be 5 of us again..=D
__family__
dad goin overseas nxt mth..
mum hav an appointment at ttsh on sat..hais.
bro slackin n nt realli studyin hard..tsk tsk
sis oways late for sch..LOLs..
mi~ stil e noisiest in e hse..wakakax`
elaborate enuff? ahhas..k lahx..i'm crappin again..
nth to blog abt.just briefly type wat i tot of..=p
gdnite =)
('('o^)')..(",)
Tuesday, July 10, 2007
>.<
hais..one yr jus pass tis way.
i won't be able to forget all these pain.
i hav went thru it and i dun wish to repeat any of tis.
did i grow up after one yr? i doubt so..hais..
i didnt cry ytd..ain't tt a great tink..
=)
time wil nt erase e pain.
ememorieswilbekeptdeepinmyheart.
Sunday, May 27, 2007
hmmm hmmmm...one mth plus didnt blog le..
nt as busy as u tink i am..but..hahas..i feel lazy to blog somehow.
life as usual..
workin and workin..
when am i goin to study?LOLS..
s'pore sales le..heex..and i just got my pay..wheeee..hahas
i wanna get a new mp3..mine spoilt long time ago..ha
sometimes i wonder why i like to think so much when everythink is over.
maybe cause i always look back..
what i remember is just those heartache and wounds i had.
in fact..i stil don't trust ppl now thou its been a few mths.
don't ask me why because i won't say. [[silent-words]]
moody~
Wednesday, April 04, 2007
^^ ~Happy birthday
hope tis yr u r happy too..and e rest of e yrs..
istilmissyou.
imafraidjusttotalktoyou.soithinkamsgwillsuffice.
nishizhongzaiwoxinli.
Loves:)
Sunday, February 25, 2007
=) one mth nvr blog le..
wat have i been doing for this past mth?
i also dunno..hahas
alot of tinks happen..
sad tinks i shall nt sae..
happy tinks??
too least to list out..
pathetic yea?
tts mi`
even thou i have limited frens now..dae r my true frens..tts enough for mi..i'm contented with what i have now..
no point tryin to talk sense to me or whatever it is..
trying hard to be happy..i noe i cant be asking myself everydae whether i'm happy anot.. but tts e fact..
cause i'm always sad`
ppl try to noe mi..to tell u e truth.. i don't need ppl to noe me as i have no interest in making friends. or even trying to understand mi when dae dont really do..
i really hate tt feeling.. so one thing i have to sae..
don't ever try to understand me` cause you won't be able to..
mixed feelings is what i feel now`
no plans no future` despair`
e past gurl~
Monday, January 22, 2007
sobs I wanna CRY OUT LOUD`
don't know why i felt so much at the moment,just feel like crying out loud now.
i did cried for the past few days for some reasons which i'm puzzled too` ~_~
maybe i talked to friends and pour out all my inner thoughts and feelings.
some will think it will be a less burden..some will think it will be more stress.
for me..of course is a burden and its stressing me so badly that i couldnt even breathe.
my health did worsen..perhaps i'm thinking too much. i do hope things would become better..
struggling everydae..thou i may look happy on the outside..i'm cryin inside actually.
i dont like the feeling of being asked..all sorts of stupid questions or anything that doesnt concern me.. i really hate it..
getting emo nowadays..
nonetheless..i miss him`
Monday, January 15, 2007
xDDD.. :) hahahahahas..kkkkkkk..UPDATE~ LOLS
was workin everyday..practically..wahahs..
tired lahx..u try standin 11hrs per day..c how it feels lorx.
hmmm..all i can sae is tt my job SUCKS.wahahas..so i'm changin to diff section..but under same company..Lame~ wakakax..
BUT I MET NEW FRIENDS~! tts e main point..Lalala~ =)
alot alot of gd frenz dere..hehex..
become my cliques everydae..haahs..
nevertheless..i miss all of you..HUIMIN GABBY WENYA~ :)))
GABBY: i miss u ~hahas..sorrie for forgetin abt e choc tink..coz i was workin tt tym.and den busy mahsx..hahax..thx anw..=) meet up soon..hahas..we shall go shop~ shoppin SPREE when i get my PAY~ wahahahas..xDDDD..
HUIMIN: i miss you too..so long nvr c u..den cca dae..hahas..took so mani pics..thx to gab..lols..
WENYA:last but nt least..i miss u too.hahas..keep in contact..coz i wont be free most of e time..hahas..
workin life is fun..
hmm..gt alot of tinks to write..but too tired nw..hahas..
goin to slp le..nites..
K|tTy..('('o^)')
jan15th..HAPPY BIRTHDAY DAD :))
1:54am
Sunday, December 17, 2006
@_@ confused confused confused~~
i'm so dumb..pls dun sae anitink tt wil lead to misunderstanings.
hahas..hmmm..aiya..its complicated anw..
LOL
i shall nt elaborate..
btw. i gt a date for movie..hahahahahhahahahahas
another date by another one..lols..coz tis one is e person ask de..woah~
goin out soon tis comin wk..hahas.lookin forward to..
and my first pay~~ wheee~..xD..but dunno nid to work for 1mth to get it or half mth..coz i wanna quit..LOL..hahahhhahahahahhah..dun ask mi y..
tts all..
todae is a special day~ bleahz
Monday, December 11, 2006
xD)))) :))) overjoyed~ ^^ wheeee~
hahas..dunno y suddenly become so happi..
guess someone said sth..lalala~
(",)
^^
wedding dinner~ hehex..
we went to vivo shop..so fun..we took pics..
i love e cable cars..my wish~ haven fulfiled yet..sigh~
e scenery..i love e sunset..love e clouds..
jus simply love e sky~ ^^
walk to harbourfront tower 2 after tt..to 88 restaurant..wheee~
my cousin gt gf le..sad~ kiddin* hahas..
aunt sae i becum slimer le..soooo damn happi.LOL..
e wedding is soooooooo touching lahx..
i swore to have tt kinda wedding in e future if i can..find e guy who wil giv mi forever happiness..hmmmm...
dinner dunno lyk wat..ate oni abit..went home half dead..stil using com.
n i woke up erly todae..duhhz..=_="..
tata~
she came to stay over..
kinda surprise coz its aredy 11plus le den she come..hais..
tot my anticipation wil turn to disappoitment..but..hahas..she shocked mi n di~
after tt play com til 2 plus..we watch korean show..
she fall asleep half way..mi watchin alone..
let her slp on e sofa..where else mi,slpin on e floor..sobs..
bro went to rm slp hours ago..so i hav to acc her.
mornin dad ask mi to go rm slp..wif her oso..
shes e first ger to slp on my bed..AND hes e first guy to slp on my bed..jus diff time..dun sae i tink too much..its jus so happen tt i tot of tt day..hais.nvm..its all over..he dun care abt mi animore..forever n ever..he dun even wish to c mi..sobs..no reply..no ans..
I"M LEFT DAZED~ by him..
Saturday, December 09, 2006
??? Alrite...i shall blog..
since..........ha..lalala~nt goin to sae~
hmmm..okie..alot of tinks happen..simple as that..bleahx~
wanna noe den ask mi..if nt i wont sae anitink..LUffs*
did alot of tinks todae..
i went bladin alone..to toh guan..
fall down thrice..once bitten twice shy..thrice brave? LOL
i'm LAME~
and realli lame.cant walk properly nw..
hais..bruises all over..and i went cycling at night..
y do i do these tinks?
i'm puzzled too..=(
maybe its because i'm feelin lousy..nt realli in a gd mood..
cant be able to express out..as i dun even noe wats e prob is..so..jus let it be..
i noe tinks r goin to be fine=) i BELIEVE~
went to meet 2 frenz todae respectively..lols..gave dem brownies n muffins.
i made myself..smart rt? lalala~ i baked horx..wif a fren oso..hahas.so happi baking all these snacks..
lata in e evenin i went cycling..den gave my fren e "food" lorx..
hahas..n i went home after tt..
i noe i come out its an excuse..said by my mum too.hais..coz she noe i nt so bo liao to blade n cycle in one dae..i realli dun wish to stay at home mahx.so e excuse to exercise is fake de.i jus want to sneak out n be bck home by 9..grounded..as in at nite.LOL
y cant anyone understand how i feel..even all my close ones dunno wat state i am in nw..i may look happy on e outside.but i'm actually seriously in a depression~ who knows...
forget it lahx..dunno is a word i always sae to avoid anytink or misunderstandings..coz i HATE misunderstandings by ppl..hate ACCUSERS too..dun wrongly accuse mi.i wil be so angry tt i can cry for e whole day~ trust mi..
MOODLESS~
end~~~~!!!!
Wednesday, December 06, 2006
^^ HAPPY~^^ =)))) x))))) :)))
hahas..i'm mad~ lalala~
Tuesday, November 28, 2006
xD went to wathch step up ytd..sooooooooooo nice..i wanna watch again..xD=)
alot of tinks happens..wells..cried e whole nite to slp...woke up,swollen eyes..
played audi til noon..til ps asked..hmmm..den we went out lorx..wif yt n mg n ps..heex..its weird thou.havent been goin out wif dem for sooooo long le..i mean e guys..lols..
we eat n play...talk nonsense..alot lahx..lols..so its fun..it realli brightens my dae..
cabbed bck home..dae paid..thx alot..=)
and e movie dae treat us..woah~so gd rt..hehex..
reach home..surprisingly nvr get scolded...ahhas..coz i tiam tiam..lols..
bathe..online awhile..
went to slp~sooooo tired..nw early in e mornin..typin entry..hahas..
k..tts all..
tc..
Sunday, November 26, 2006
>< well..havent been updating for days..nt tt busy..but.......hais..jus tt sth happen..
i came to noe sth..whenever i dun wish to noe..i wil noe naturally..i dunno y..coz i dun wish to noe n yet ppl came to tel mi..
i realli tink alot tis few days.
y muz let mi be so confused abt everytink???
WHY?
i aredy learnt to let go..tinks reside again..sobs..=(
e person tt's oways on my mind tis few days..is HIM~ i'm puzzled!
Thursday, November 23, 2006
.................. no words could express my tots..
coz i'm really veri disappointed~
i just wanna be a simple girl~
why you all want me to seems so complicated..
just wats e reason???
Wednesday, November 22, 2006
=) wheeee~ someone sent mi a letter..=) yea..its by post..lalala~
hahas..so happi..
suddenly tinks went bck e same way..i'm glad:)
Friday, November 17, 2006
=( hais~
swollen eyes when i woke up..
cant slp well ytd..
cried lyk a fool..dunno y..
head spinnin so hard..i cant take it..so pain..
tink alot ytd..n just noe tt todae is e dae tt..................
sobs..
look at those past photos..remind mi alot of tinks..hais..when can tis ever stop? i wanna noe..~
those tinks i done..i reflect on it..i stil dun tink tt its nt worth it..at least i tried..but failed.~ cnt be blame..juz tt my luck aint tt good..fated!
wats nt mine wont be mine..dere r tink which r nvr meant to be mine n i can nvr get hold of it..
i noe everytink wun go bck to last tym..
but i do hope someday it wil get better..i jus hope~
if only someone noe..if ONLY~ =(
being so pessimistic is nt my fault..its my character..i cant change it as it aredy bcum a part of mi..
Anw..todae is weiming's fren bdae..DILLON: Happy Birthday~
Wednesday, November 15, 2006
=) goin chalet on sat n sun~
goin out on fri...to somewae..=)
thurs meet a frenz :)
todae at home rest..hehex..hmm..alot of tinks lahx..
create a blog in friendster..nth to do mahx..haha..so i nw hav 3 blogs..lalala~
i'm so free...juz be jealous~ (",)..
sms someone..nvr reply mi..hmmmph..y am i always doing e extra tink? i reali wonder..hahas..dunno lahx..sldnt be luffin..but..i dunno how to express..so..juz let it be..
i wanna watch movie..hahas..
i wanna go vivo again..
i wanna go Ministry Of Sound~
deres alot of tinks i wanna do as i cant fulfill it in e past..as someone dun let mi..or some other reasons which r personal..
nw i'm living my life happily..dun ever try to make mi feel down..
i dun waste my time nw..i wil prove to those ppl who look down on mi b4..juz wait n c..u all wil c a diff mi..
even if i dun score well for my Os nw..i can cope on my own..whether i wil be studyin again or workin..its my choice..no one can stop mi..
kitty wil make her decisions herself..she dont need some unrelated de ppl to tell her tinks tt she dun wish to hear ..=)
Thursday, November 09, 2006
haven bbeen updating for days..
as sth happen..
i dun wish to sae..=(
jus tt its all over nw..i'm fine..after a long tym of cryin out my heart..i felt relieve again`
it rained juz lyk 4mths ago..oni he wil noe..
tears in e rain..wat i felt at tt moment..is confusion..realli..
til nw..its stil confusion..dun wanna tink animore as u dun wanna sae it out..n u r tryin hard to avoid mi although u did reply mi..i noe its juz a sense of politeness..i wil understand..i'm nt tt type hu wil misunderstand n misinterpret ever again..trust mi..i wont~
wont u juz give mi a chance to sae wat i really wanted to say deep inside my heart ?
y cant u juz be a little more understandin to mi even though....... juz nid another reason to tok..n i wan e truth..nt e tinks u wanna sae to hurt mi..
feelin so emo nw as todae is.......
fallin apart~ everytink came to e end..
tears left..words unsaid..broken up into pieces..~
=( let mi die...
Wednesday, November 01, 2006
=( i'm so disappointed..u let mi down again n again..
u break my heart endlessly..it just wont stop..
do u ever noe u r hurtin mi ?
those words u said..those tinks u did..
do u ever realise u r hurtin yaself too.by sayin those harsh words to mi..
i noe time wont turn bck..
but i'm stil waitin..stil holdin on..u noe i cant forget u..
y r u askin mi to forget u..
no matter what..tis wun change anitink..
u r stil in my heart for as long as i live~
Thursday, October 26, 2006
sponsor~ Kitty is desperately finding a SPONSOR ~~~!!!!
LOLS..so who's is kind to sponsor some..lols..for e bbq tinks..
hmmm...in trouble le..coz nt enuff budget..n in a case or another..kitty suddenly invited alot of frenx without noticing..she cant reject dem so all will come..
she wil have to tink of a solution or else she wil be dead..lols..luffs*
Monday, October 23, 2006
My bdae party wil be on 28th oct..its a saturday..so i sincerely hope everyone whom i invited will come..=)...i will be organising a bbq..there will be games and so on..hehex..
hmmm..time is from 12pm to nite..those who came late nvm..its okie..as long as u come..i will be glad..=)
venue: meet at my hse first..i need to carry things to e bbq pit..lols..so sorrie..hahax..
ermx..juz bring yaself along..presents will be gladly appreciated..lalala~bleah~.
hahax..
can bring gf/bf along..hahax..
so i will see you all on sat..(",)..^^
sincerely,
Kitty..
Friday, October 20, 2006
=) hahax..hmmm..todae was an hectic day..
first...i went to juying take pract exam..lols..alot of tinks happen..hahas..
after pract..went to west mall meet bobin..give him e bk lorx..
den took 174 to orchard..i was cryin lyk a fool in e bus..dunno wat e hell happen to mi lahx.lols..
reach dere..sianz..cousin sae dun wanna go orchard le..so i cabbed down to bugis..gt one cute gy ask mi to donate money lahx..but i no cash mahx..so sad den..lols..
cabbed down..cousin paid for e cabby fare..thz arx..hahax..
went to shop..so tired lahx..lols..den headed to marina square.walk dere k...its so far..my legs r breakin..
ahhax..reach dere..eat yuki yaki..nice nice..had fun..chat non-stop..play wif e ice cream..take pics..lols..so fun..hahax..lols..take alot of food in e end nvr eat finish..tsk tsk..hahax..
den went to shop..tried on a dress..total costs is 92 bucks..woahh..hahax..hu wanna buy for mi?? ahhax..lalala~
den went to mango.cant change e shirt..so i change it tml lorx..lols..my cousin de..
take mrt home..chatted on e way bck wif my aunt..cousin went off wif her bf..tsk tsk.hahax..
alight at lakeside..changed route le..lakeside..no more chi garden =) deres too much memories at chi garden..dun wish to sae abt it..hais..
walked home..gt those stupid stares from strangers..i hate it alot`
reach home..dad asked y so late..i sae went out wif aunt n cousin..he nth to sae..lalala~ i'm so clever..lols..
crap alot..den use com..bathe after tt..so tired lahx..lols..
was lookin forward to tml..hehex..is actually todae..midnite le..hahax..soooo happi..=) xD..nite nitex...hahax..
Sunday, October 15, 2006
hahax..haven been updating for days..was busy lahx..
lols..
okie..shall fill in..
2 days ago..went to study wif mg..wj..n wx..
at je lib.den study til nite..i'm so hardworkin ..lols..hmmm..den went to eat..a choc waffle..dae treat mi..so gd rt..i didnt noe dae wil buy for mi..hahax..
den study all e way..was realli concentratin..hahax..den went home alone..walk bck frm je..was so tiring..i wil nt walk bck frm dere again alone..sobs..tts a terrible feelin..n i saw a madman on e way home..he so scary lorx..i almost cried k..lols..
reach home le..online..den chat..went to cousin hse walk movie.dvd..lols..
was so tired lahx..ard midnite den sleep..
e nxt dae..went to gek poh study..lols..wif sis n her fren..den her fren taught mi math lorx..lols..hais..i'm a failure..sad arx..hahax..
den walk ard gek poh..was so tired..den chat wif tt shop owner for veri long..coz he use my sis hp to send songs..lols..n i bought sth frm him..lolx..shall buy more nxt tym..coz nvr bring enuff cash..lols..
n todae..went to jurong spring cc study..hahax..i went to find someone..hahax..hes nt surprise to c mi..make mi so disappointed.lols..jkjk..
wanted to scare him de..in e end he sit at e end dere..lolx..den we study til noon..ard 4 plus..den went home..took 335 home..ha..u veri funni lehx..in e bus..u sit until lyk i wil eat u up lidat..hahax..hmmm..dunno lahx..lols..
reach home..slp..lols..1 hr..den wake up..feel veri sick..wanna vomit..den online as i cant slp le..lols..den aunt came..
n sth happen..i came to noe sth..hais..sad..
she cried..i alomost cry too..sobs..shall nt sae here..its my privacy n family tinks..lols
den nw i'm using com lorx..so sianx..den juz nw went downstairs to buy sth..hahax..
blastin music juz nw..nt reali loud lahx..lols
ermx..k lahx..forgot wat to write le..lols..continue nxt tym..hahax..tc all..
nitex~
Tuesday, October 10, 2006
pictures~
Monday, October 09, 2006
frenz outin..lols.. hmmmm...nvr slp ytd..was darn tired lahx..but wen i tink of e ice skatin in e noon..felt so awake again..hehex..
went to use com in e mornin..to upload sth..n do sth..hahax.. den i go charge hp..den cal someone n sms someone..den i get ready to go off..hehex..
was wearin my clothes inner..lols..coz lata mum scold..i so clever..hahax..lols..den quickly change shorts..n off i go to je..hehex..reach dere..called mg..den i study wif him..hahax..wei xiang oso dere..den i saw a pink cig..its nice..hahax..sorrie arx..i dun smoke..its strawberry flavour..
den meet wenya..she come n find mi..lols..den went to eat sth..n den went to shop..we ate in mac..i was so full..hahax..gab on e way here..shes late..ahhax..she wore skirt so cant skate..tts an excuse..lalala~..nxt tym she wil go wif us..she stay outisde n look after bags for us..lols..after awhile hui min came..so we chatted awhile n we went in to skate..it wil close at 545..so we skate awhile oni..but we had fun..xD..reali so long nvr skate le..but i nvr fall once..hehex..=p..
we took photos..n tok on e fone..coz is free de..ahhax..den someone tok to gab.dae r playin truth dare bahx.. lame lorx..lols..nvm abt tt..we teach wenya how to skate..shes a fast learner..within ahile..she noe how to skate le..hehex..gt talent arx..hahax..den i skate wif hm fast fast de..fun man..lols..
saw some cute guys lahx..lols..lalala~ bleahx..
at 545..we went off..went to eat..i nvr eat lahx...lols..den b4 tt..at mac..mi n wenya saw some small boys..den dae scared to look at mi lidat..lols..i wun eat dem up de mahx..haiyo..small boi is small boi..hahax..lalala~..
we went to shop awhile..hui min went off first..den i do a key..hello kitty de..so special..i lyk it soooo much..n dae gave mi a present..was sosurprise lorx..hehex..nice..a wallet n a hello kitty hp sticker..ty soooo much..i appreciate it..thx alot=)
den walk home frm je..we took lots of lame pics..some were nice some were lame some were sweet..hehex..den dae come my hse awhile to drink water..n tok awhile den look at e pics in e past de..hahax..
memories..lols.
den dae go home le..i went to buy sth...
after tt cousin bdae ..go eat cake..nvr reali take pics..coz she dun wanna take..lols..den so full nw..hahax..i'm goin to gain weight tis mth le..so mani ppl bdae..duhhx..hahax..
k..long entry rt..so i juz end here le..
i enjoyed myself todae alot..tc all..
K|tTy..(",)
Saturday, October 07, 2006
.....hmmm..ytd was mid-autumn festival..quite fun..i went to eat steamboat wif dem..=) b4 tt went to shop..at queensway n orchard..alot lahx..so tired lorx..den by chance i saw sth..sth i promise to do for him de..ard 2 yrs le..hais..if i do.wil he accept..i dunno..tts a qns..nvm..i wil stil do..for my frenz n mi..n someone..its quite exp lahx..den someone told mi chi garden is cheaper..so maybe he help mi do first lorx..=p..
dae gt stead le lorx..den ps us..jk..lols..juz tt we felt so left out..suddenly gt gf..hahax..nvm lahx..used to it..i'm oways e extra..even if i hav a bf..i'm lyk nvr went out wif dem le..i mean seldom..den wen tgt wif him..i wun go out wif my fren tgt wif him.. i dunno lahx..
forget it lahx..i wanna get used to being alone..reali..i dun really lyk crowds..it make mi feels so uncomfortable..i dunno y..i wil feel sick..reali sick..wen i came home..i felt so unwell..but didnt sae out.coz i'm oways sick ..so wats e point of sayin out..nobody wil care too..i'm pessimistic..so no matter wat u guys wanna sae..i wun mind..
ytd went to meet my fren..den came down awhile..he went to meet his frenz..i played candles wif my family n cousins..we played n chatted til 2 plus..3 plus den slp..i'm so tired..n i woke up ard 8 plus..duno y..maybe coz i cant slp well...was cryin ba..wen listenin to songs..i felt so weak once again..hais..
den todae..went to jp meet fren take tinks..waited for an hr..coz i went out early..i bring bks out..in e end..he's sick..so cnt study..nvm..dere wil be a nxt tym..
walk home frm 5 plus dere to my hse..was so tired..heatstroke..almost fainted..reach home use com n fell asleep..too tired le..woke up feel lyk vomittin..i felt so unwell these few days..i'm puzzled too..
slp til nite..ate dinner..use com til nw..saw someone online..n wen i online he offline..maybe i'm tinkin too much..hais..i dun wanna care le..forget..juz forget it..i'm tired..dun wish to tink animore..i dunno wil i be able to walk on..i'm juz lyk stayin at e same pace for so long..hais..sobs..no words could describe how i feel..
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
chalet ~ DAY 1...
hahax..hmmmm..wil be a long entry..dun blame mi arx..hahax..if dun wanna read ..juz right click..=p..
k..here it goes..hahax..
in e mornin..wake up to prepare le..actually packed few days ago le..hhax..lolx..i'm stupid lahx..hahax..den meet dem at 1145 at bustop..dunno hu late lorx..den stil wanna go eat..make mi wait sooooo long..lucky i gt my mp3..hahax..lalala~..
took 99 to shaun's hse..n guess wat..he;s nt at home..hahax..fetch angie..den we went to his hse..gt his sis n bro..n his frenz..haah..den we went to his rm..woah..hahax..his bed so gd de..at e top..specially for him de..stil go do dunno wat..bcome so high..lolx..its nice lorx.hehex..
den tok to his bro..he is sooooooo cute lorx..look lyk shaun oso.hahax..pri 6..lolx..so cute..den e way he tok veri ke ai de..hahax..
few mins after..shaun came bck..lolx..n angie waitin outside..so we headed to sentosa..we took cab dere..n we bully shaun to pay..lalala..hahax..bleahx.
den stop at sentosa coasta sands resort..lolx..e room soooooooo big lehx..big until gt 2 small beds..den horx..big until gt so mani space to walk..hahax..lolx.."big"..haiyo..all squeeze in..haha..bcum sandwich le lahx..hahax..lolx.. den unpack tinks..lolx..nth to do..den we go n swim..deres oni 7 of us ..lolx..ermx..gt shaun birthdae boi..alan..jason..mi..angie..their frenz..hahax..
swim until so long..my hands r leg r dumb le..sooo tired lorx..den 6 plus bbq..someone took our pit..hahax..we was lyk wat e..den i n e end we heck lorx..juz go bbq..hahax..i nvr bbq lahx..pai sehx ..hahax..coz guys bbq mahx..den no space oso..lolx..we ate abit oni lorx..hhahax..
den gt bdae cake le..lolx..2 worx..hahax..den sing song for him..he so touched..seems lahx..lolx..i dunno..den dere de ppl oso so enthu help us sing oso..lolx..den we friendly sae ty..hahax..shaun gave dem cakes to eat..hahax..its nice e cake..lolx..
hmnmm..after eatin..its bdae bash..woah...those guys r fierce..lolx..hit until soooo hard..its tgt de lorx..so pain..i can imagine..hahax..lolx..den threw him into e water..dae played cards..hahax..
n in e end..we all went to swim..i was thrown into e water by 2 stupid boi..lolx..haiyo..dae pull mi lorx..den i cling to e railing..i mean e poles lahx or wateva it is..lolx.. den ahhhhhh..dere i go screamin..den tupdup..i'm inside e pool le..lolx..funni? lame lahx mi..pardon mi den..hahax.lalala~
i choked n i vomitted..its gross lahx..hahax..den dae kena shock..dae tot nth wil happen..wen dae turn their face..i vomit aredy..hahax..den my eyes r swollen lorx..after tt vomitting..den wa lau..i felt so unwell..but shaun so gentlemen..hahax..i tot hu pat my bck..den i vomit finish le saw him behind..hahax..
drank vodka after tt..i didnt noe e alcohol content was so much..i drank alot..lolx..but nt drunk lahx..hahax..mixed wif 7up..lolx..
n my torch light spoiled..dunno hu make spoil de lorx..hahax..jkjk..no offence arx..lolx..den we went bck to e rm..i bathed..nobody bathe..soooooo dirty..tsk tsk tsk..hAhax..den i brush my teeth..nobody brushed too...tsk tsk..haiyo..how can those guys be sooooooo dirty..lolx.
den dae playe poker..lolx..i nvr play lahx..nt fun de..i watch tv..listen to songs..chattin n crappin..hahx..gt alot of lobster to tok..cant blame..den at nite..i cant even slp..thz to ks..hahax..lolx..n his bro..lolx..so noisy..hahax..den stil gt someone n someone lorx..take e whole bed..tsk tsk..one blanket 2 ppl..we 9 ppl one blanket..u c..e diff..tsk tsk tsk..hahax..cant blame lahx..he gt someone to tc mahx..ahhax..den ahem..sth happen after tt..lolx..shall nt elaborate..u all can tink abt it..wat can a guy do after he's drunk? lalala~ahhax..
i listen to mp3 thru out e nite..den mornin wake up..soooooo tired le..dae stil wanna swim..wah..sianz lorx..hahax..
DAY 2..
angie went home..their frenz went home too..so sad..haix..den become boring le..left mi one ger..hahax..but i sae i wanna stay de mahx..so i stayed..lolx...n i called someone to chat..hehex..lalaal~
den went to swim again lorx..was so tired le..leg cramp..i suffered frm alot of injuries..alot lorx..my plasters all use finish le..hahax..lolx..den ard gt 6 cuts or sth..dunno..hahax..
so pain lahx..lucky no sunburn..coz i applied some lotion..lolx..den went to 7 eleven at midnite..lolx..nvr play games..ya..we watch tv at e receptionist dere..gt one tv ..lolx..den stupid someone called..i listened to it..den after tt i cried.haix..of coz nt happi de lahx..lolx..den dae dunno lahx..i nvr tel dem..juz told dem he called..hais..spoil my mood..after tt i was moody all e way bck..sorrie arx..for being so emo..i'm liddat le..so so sorrie..heex..
dae ps mi alot lahx..lolx..go outside tok left mi alone in e rm..so scary lorx..dun tink i'm brave k..i'm nt..lolx..den i sms ppl lorx..reply so mani..den in e end it stopped..dunno wt happen to him..lolx..
den watch tv..ya..noon i watch tv..chn u..lolx..den dae wanna go out le..so i went too..lolx..
on e sec dae nth much lahx..hahax..
we juz took e tram alot of tyms..tts all..n e bus..hahax..
i cant slp at nite too...too noisy oso..thx to tt person..hahax..den in e end i tink i slept in e mornin..coz i dunno dae wake up le..so i muz be asleep den..lolx..awile oni..but was in deep slp..coz veri tired..lolx..my mp3 flat le lorx..no batt..nvr buy..no $ le..hahax.
den ytd nite drank vodka..smirnoff..premium vodka..np.21..40%..lolx..
i'm so bored..so i wrote a letter..sorted out my tots..heex..felt so free once again..
day 3..woke up..packed tinks..went home..checked out..lolx..took taxi..slept on e way bck..hehex..
tts all..lolx..
reached home realise my mum nvr took e key at door..dotx..lata someone come take tinks she oso dunno..lolx.lucky i come bck le..lolx..
den sooo hungry nw lahx..lolx..
unpacked my tinks..washed it..den charged my cam batt..den use com..update pics..den update profile..lolx..listen to songs..goin to slp soon..cant tahan le..goin to be dead soon..lolx..
at nite waitin for canin le..sobx..sianz lahx..fuck lorx..sis can go..i cant go..wat e ..tmd..arghz~..wateva..i'm nt goin to care so much..hahax..lalala~
Kitty wil be strong again..no matter wat..she wont let her tears drop so easily le..she wil be stonger for her own sake..she wil forget everytink soon..she nids tym to heal her emotional wounds n e tears she cried to dry..in her heart..someplace is dead aredy..she wun ever look bck again..she learn how to be strong..learnt how to let go..learnt nt to tink so much again..she wil do it..as she promised..=)
Saturday, September 23, 2006
Kung Alam Mo Lang - If You Only Knew
by Roxie Barcelo
Hindi mo na kailangan pa,
Ito'y sabihin pa.
Na mayro'ng nagbago
Sa loob ng puso mo.
You really don't need
To say it.
That something have changed
In your heart.
Wala akong magagawa,
Kung 'di palayain ka.
Kaya pinilit kong,
Huwag aminin sa iyo.
There's nothing I can do,
But to let you go.
So I forced myself,
Not to admit it to you.
Kung alam mo lang kaya
Ang tunay na nadarama
Nanaisin mo pa bang
Lumayo sa piling ko?
If you only knew
What i truely felt.
Would you still want
Not to be by my side?
At kung alam mo lang sana,
Kailan ma'y di mawawala.
Ang pag-ibig ko sa 'yo
Laging nasa puso ko.
And maybe if you only knew,
It will never disappear.
My love for you
Will always be in my heart.
Akala ko ay kaya na,
Ngayong wala ka na.
Ngunit hindi pala,
Limutin ka'y 'di magawa.
I thought I can make it,
Now that you're gone.
But I can't,
To forget you I can never do.
Palagi kong tinatanong
Sa sarili kong ito:
Ikaw ba'y lalayo
Kung lahat ay inamin ko?
I kept asking
Myself this:
Would you still leave
If I admitted everything?
Kung alam mo lang kaya
Ang tunay na nadarama.
Nanaisin mo pa bang
Lumayo sa piling ko? ohhh
If you only knew
What I truely felt.
Would you still want
To be away from my side? ohhh
At kung alam mo lang sana,
Kailan ma'y 'di mawawala.
Ang pag-ibig ko sa 'yo
Laging nasa puso ko.
And maybe if you only knew,
It will never disappear.
My love for you,
Will always be in my heart.
Hmmm..
Pipilitin kong itago ang lahat n'ito.
Ngunit patuloy kong tanong,
Kailan kaya magwawakas?
Ohh..ito
I'll force myself to hide all this.
But i will keep asking,
When will all of this end?
Ohh.. ("ito": this << I've already input it up there)
Kung alam mo lang kaya
Ang tunay na nadarama.
Nanaisin mo pa bang
Lumayo sa piling ko? ohhh
If you only knew
What I truely felt.
Would you still want
Not to be by my side? ohhhh
At kung alam mo lang sana,
Kailan ma'y 'di mawawala.
Ang pag-ibig ko sa 'yo,
Laging nasa puso ko.
And maybe if you only knew,
It will never disappear.
My love for you,
Will always be in my heart.
Kung alam mo lang kaya
Ang tunay na nadarama.
Nanaisin mo pa ba
Lumayo sa piling ko?
If you only knew
What I truely felt.
Would you still want
To be away from my side?
Wednesday, September 20, 2006
hmmm..ytd had movie marathon..watched 3 cds..shes e man ..50 first dates..gigolo..alll were nice..hehex..
3 plus den slp..den woke up 12 plus todae..was hungry...mooncake was e breakfast for mi..hahax..pathetic rt..lolx..den usin com till nw..chattin watchin youtube..slakin..listenin to songs..
den someone online..nt sayin who..i tink he doesnt even noe tt i actually exist..haix..forget it den..
nt goin out todae as i was totally exhausted..hahax..lolx..so i'm goin to stay at home whole dae..hehex..=p..
my frens band wil be performin at esplanade tis sat...i would wan to go..hahax..if i'm free..i wil go down support him..heex..
tts all..tata~
Tuesday, September 19, 2006
woke up in e morin..den prepare to go swimmin le..hahax..went to swim wif my cousin..we had fun..i lyk one yr nvr go le..soooo long liaox..hehex..den injured myself..lyk my toes get scratch..den leg oso..hahax..nearly out of breath after swimmin a few laps..lolx..too long nvr exercise le..hahax..lol..den saw a few cute guys..lolx..hehex..
den went to lazy river to slack..hahax..den went to wave pool wait for ee wave to come..so long..hahax..den nw i'm tanned...argh~ i hate it..its been so long lahx..i wait for so long den quite fair le..nw tanned again..hmph..haax..
den went to eat lunch wif sis n cousin..hahax..den went to video ezy rent cds..goin to ton thru e nite..hahax.. hmmm..den went to prima deli interview..she sae wil cal mi if i gt listed..hahax..lolx..
went home..my ice cream melts..haax..its ben n jerry's ice cream..choc fudge brownie..hahax..its nice nice..lalala~
hahax..den use com til nw..chattin wif my ex pri sch de frenz..heex..den watchin tv nw..korean drama..hahax..love betrayal..y am i watchin all tis.. i oso dunno y..coz its e tv show de..nt i chose de..hahax..so dun tink of mi oways tryin to hav revenge..i'm nt k..hahax..
my hair stil cant grow..sobx..i wan it long on my bdae..can ??? lolx..den i shall do some extension den..lol..jkjk..hahax..
hmmmm..lata goin to slp le..so tired..wake up so early..
tml is a brand new day..everytink wil be refresh..hehex..=)
Monday, September 18, 2006
ate 3 panadols again..i'm nt slpin yet..hahax..pro rt..lolx.jk..one week le..haven recover..but i stil believe..lolx..tt i wil get well soon..hahax..or else i'm reali goin to c doc le..
nw dae watchin big mama hse 2..hahax..
tml mornin goin to swimmin..dunno can wake up anotx..or maybe if i go..i wil rot in tt pool..nt movin at all..juz stay dere..lolx..i'm oways lidat..hahax..i cant swim wen i dun hav goggles..lolx..weird rt..dunno lehx..maybe no confidence..scared i wil drown..hahax..i oso cant c mahx..veri pain..lolx..
tml lata sunburn how..hahax..i run out of sunblock lotion.. it costs alot u noe..so exp for a small bottle..lolx..coz i buy 130 de..siao lahz mi..hahax..coz i dun wanna get tanned mahx..lolx..
argh..tt panadol reali sucks..i stil havin flu nw..nxt tym take whole packet lahx..lolx..drug abuse..den i wil nt wake up animore..c mi in e hospital..lolx..jk..
at first i oni tot it was slight flu..den it wasnt..so long le..wonder wat am i suffering frm..lolx..
"i understand.."
if tym could turn bck..i would..
ytd ate 3 panadols..lolx..coz no effect mahx..den horx i slp..almost cant wake up..coz too drowsy le..lolx..i'm allergic to medicine..reali..tt tym doc giv mi eat vomit de pills den i lyk drunk lidat...hahax..cant walk properly..wil faint lidat..i noe tt tym veri sick..e doc gib mi a total of 8 medicine..siaoz rt..hahax..i oso tink so..but den he oni giv mi 1 dae mc..den y he giv mi so mani pills ? dotx..hahax..eat until i scared lorx..although i noe how to swallow veri well..lolx..my bro n sis cant swallow..ahhax.lalala~..so i'm considered veri gd le..i can even swallow those big big de pills..hahax..dunno y..maybe my throat veri big..ahhax..so i oways scream so loud..muz understand mi..hahax..wen i takin thrill rides..i can scream dunno lyk wat..ahhax..those sit beside mi b4 sld noe..ahhax..
ermx..after tt i listen to mp3 to slp..tts wat i do wen i cant slp n use songs to numb mi as tears drop down n i wil soon fall asleep..u noe wen u cry its easier to slp? hahax...
todae my hamster fight wif each other..first tym fite until so serious...one bleed..den another wan injured..dae lyk dun wanna let go..den keep bitin..eee..eewkss..i c liao..wa lao..lyk wanna vomit..den part of e fur lost liaox..hahax..nw separate dem..
ate dinner le..nt full coz i didnt eat much..dun feel lyk eatin..
stil gettin upset wif my hair..haix..so regret lorx..ahhhh..grrrrr...hahax..
foldin stars nw..my hand wanna break le..or rather my fingers.coz squeeze until so pain..nw red red le..hahax..but i lyk foldin it..but some pple dun lyk my stars..while some ppl appreciate it..n thank mi for tt..
put it in a tiny jar.hahax..
wanna go learn kniitin in a few days tym..heex..so happi..
bro so stupid lahx..hahax..tt dae sit on my bed play ps..argh~ den i cant slp..e sound oso disturb mi..hahax..den he sit on e other bed den dad came in he sae gt earthquake shove him down..lolx..tts lame rt..lolx..den lie on my legs..so heavy..lyk a pig..lolx..
someone told mi sth..hahax..gd luck den..lolx..
another someone~ bluff mi..sae he gt wat wat wat..in e end dun hav..lolx..den same as someone..haix..nxt tym i wil remind myself nt to ask dem out again..
its lyk waitin for rain to fall in drought..it seems impossible n its disappointing...